dissociation
it’s a kind of magic
a necromancy
when you’ve gotta scream
you’ve gotta cry
you’ve gotta curl up in a ball and die
when you just can’t take another instant
sometimes
suddenly
… nothing …
the pain’s still there
the despair’s still there
there’s sickness and tiredness and hopelessness there
but you’re not
you’re gone
you’re dead
you’re
… nothing …
still walking
not feeling
still talking
not caring
still eating
not living
refuge without relief
numb not comfortable
not uncomfortable
… nothing …
some can’t take it
they cut
they burn
just to feel pain
to just live again
why bother?
why care?
you’re dead a long time
might as well get used to it
… nothing …
isn’t it wonderful
the horrible things
a mind will do to itself
Very nice 🙂
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Thanks for the compliment Yasmeen.
Both of your recent comments went into my spam folder and I only just spotted them.
I hope you’re not going through the same problems White Pearl recently did.
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My pleasure,and i hope the same too 🙂
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Most aptly written and expressed … great work!!!
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I especially enjoyed reading it.
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